We must try not to sink beneath our anguish, but battle on. – JK Rowling
When you want something with all your heart, you wait for it and you fight for it. But what happens when you feel that you can’t fight anymore? When all the disappointments that you had drained your energy and made you feel like everything it’s pointless?
You have to try even harder. It will take you weeks, months or even years to get the child that you want, but this will only make you understand how much a life is worth.
You will be sad, you will be upset, you will cry and you will have bad days. It happens even to the best of us, but this can be your advantage. You will build strength, you will learn how to fight and, the most important, you will evolve. Now you are not just a normal person anymore; you deal with your own negative feelings every day, and you found a way to win!
When you wake up in the morning, remind yourself why are you doing this. Keep in mind whatever motivates you, and turn your weakness into strength. Your fear will not make you weak, but it will transform you into a strong parent who is ready to do whatever it takes for his child.
By being afraid you show how much you want this, and how hard you will fight against any obstacle. In the end, your child will be proud that you did not let the fear take the decisions for you and thanks to this, he is now in the World.